random ramblings of the youngest sis :)

I guess I should really say thanks to Huda for creating this blog.

The idea of making this so called "UniD's blog" first came about last year if I could remember correctly..hehe..we were pretty excited with the idea..but hesitation and procrastination had the best of us..

and the idea of having our own exclusive little space; for sharing thoughts and opinions (*ramblings to be exact*) was put on hold.

so again..thanks dearest Huda :)

before I proceed any further...let me just warn you guys who are reading this.. if you're looking for a post full of fancy vocab or witty thoughts, then you should stop reading right about here *fullstop! leave now! close the window/tab~*


because I'm no good with writing interesting post/article..not to mention that my English is pretty average as well ( it has improved but still, please ignore the silly grammar mistakes ok?).

*why not write in Malay? hehe..you better be cautious if you happen to come across a post written by me in Malay.. because that would usually means that I'm not in a good mood and am too angry/pissed off to even bother about spending an extra minute or two to write in English.*

oh no, I have forgotten about what i want to write! *sigh.* keep having short-term memory loss lately..too stressed maybe? well, exam is just around the corner anyway...

owh...now that I've mentioned it...let's talk about exams~ hehe

that dreadful word really triggers you to sigh does it not? :)

I think all normal people will hate exams. hurm..take aside the nerds, weirdos, freaks etc..etc.. ok?

yeah, I'm quite confident with my statement above, that people normally will hate exams.

*this is what I'll become 5 days before exam :P*

I reallllllyyyy HATE exams... huhu

i have the tendency to be super homesick when exm is just around the corner.. not now because I still have hurm.. about 7 days before long case assessment and about 3 weeks before the MCQ papers..
the super homesickness usually happens two or three days prior to the exam-day.

and let me tell you, it happens on every exam period..every semester...every year..without fail since I was in junior high school ( i went to boarding school since Form 1)

hehe... 10 years of going through exams and I am still not used to it! (wow...10 years~?!seriously 10 years? haha..im surprised that I have been studying and studying for that huge amount of time)

but, I have my own secret de-stressor/escapism...and this has become like a ritual for me to do right before exams...

I will call my beloved papa...complaining about the usual stuffs e.g. i will never pass the exam..i have not finish studying..etc..etc...sometimes doing so in tears...(*hehe..to be honest, i cried every time I called him right before exams)

and although he replied differently to each calls...there is this one thing that he will never forget to mention during our conversations..the one thing that matters the most and makes me relaxed again; which is:

"buat yang terbaik yang along mampu"

I really love the above phrase. Sometimes, I actually called my papa just so that I could hear him say that.

there is a similar and more popular phrase:

shoot for the moon, even if u fail, u will land among the stars...have you heard of this phrase before? I'm sure you have...

but it is true...at least, i felt that way...

Nobody else will know how much effort I have put into studying except me myself..and I know Im no WonderWoman...so, there is a limit to how much I can study...and I am only human, so it is a given that I will unfortunately forget hurm..up to 2/3 of the things I have studied about.

Deep inside, I know all these...but somehow, these self-motivating thoughts will turn into bubble foams and dissipates just about two days before D-day (i.e. exam day);

And then is when I need my hero..my papa to tell me that one phrase.. :)

erk...okay...what am I writing about actually? haha..sorry for the randomness..

but hey, if there is one thing that you can obtain from wasting your time reading this totally random post; it is that... you will know when you have did your best to prepare for the exams...and while doing so...don't forget that you are only humans with no superpowers ok?

all the best dear sisters and anyone who read this for your coming exams...sorry for the randomness ~ ignore the grammar mistakes!

p/s: i am reminding myself as well..


-nicky-